I was in worship when the Lord spoke;
“Because you surrendered to the process - because you leant into me in your greatest wilderness - because you stayed at my feet when everything looked like a mess, NOW I am going to increase you.”
“Because you worshipped me instead of walking away from me, now I am going to cleave myself to you and make your desires my desires”
“Because you leant into my heart when you could have run from me, blamed me for the closing doors, dead ends and hardships, I am going to go before and clear the road”
“Because you pioneered through the hardest of years and didn’t let go of my hem, I will cause you to see what I promised you”
“Because you chose to look to me and kept your heart right when people turned against you over and over and dragged your name through the mud, now I am going to elevate you and clear your name”
“Because you built my kingdom while others were preoccupied with their own empires; now I am going to rebuild you and establish you where you will be immoveable and fixed for the days to come”
“Because you fed my sheep when you had nothing, I will protect you and feed you in harvest and in famine. You will never run dry, and your cup will always flow over.”
“Just like David - he knew that if he didn’t endure his season in the wilderness. He wouldn’t be equipped for what was to come.”
“You knew you had to lay down in this season and let me work deeply in your life”
“If he didn’t go through the isolation, fight bears and lions, insecurities, and fears, he wouldn’t have been ready for Goliath.
“If he hadn’t had the years of nothing but me and his harp, he would haven’t known how to stand strong when faced with betrayal and endless opposition.”
“If he didn’t lay in my presence and allow me to speak truth and identity into his heart, he would have worn the wrong armor and used the wrong tools”
“If he had rushed the process, he wouldn’t have grown in the anointing that delivered Saul of evil spirits.”
“He wouldn’t have been prepared to fight his tens of thousands”
“He wouldn’t have known honor, covenant, and wouldn’t have been equipped with a heart after my own heart.”
“Yes, the wilderness did that, although he didn’t see it then.”
“His obedience and the crushing brought about an oil that dripped down through the ages, all because he said yes when his world looked bleak.”
“And just as I saw David, I SEE YOU!”
“I SEE YOU!”
“I see your clean hands, although you feel dirty”
“I see your pure heart, although you feel faulty.”
“I see your worship, though you just see the complaining.”
“I see your strength, although you feel weak and flawed.”
“I see what you have been through. I see the wilderness season you have walked through that looked like death, but it was not death but the midnight before a new beginning.”
“It felt like the season your world fell apart, but in reality, it was the season that I unlocked many locks, broke many chains, and uncoiled the snake from around your heart and destiny.”
“Yes, you have been in the dirt. In the place of death to your old man that has been trying to hold on and keep you stuck in the cycles and methods of man’s ways and fruitlessness.”
“But can you see how I have placed a discontent in you for what you were and where you were?”
“It was I who put a bad taste in your mouth to the subtle traps and slow-setting poisons that would render your life powerless and ineffective.”
“It was I who made you long for more than what you had settled for, and you jumped into the unknown, knowing you just couldn’t stay there anymore.”
“But this?” I heard you cry out. “Is this what I traded comfort for?”
“Nothing has yet connected and nothing has yet made sense.”
“But in this next chapter, you will see the fruit of your process and precisely what I have been building in you and preparing you for.”
“Watch as I reveal what I have been growing in you while I hid you in the cleft of the rock.”
“I am dismantled and broken!” I heard you say. “My greatest days are over before they have even begun!”
“For I am shipwrecked and ruined!” You said.
“My house fell down. The straw was stripped away by the wind and the bricks were stolen by foxes and now I am at square one!”
“Will I not rebuild you now?” Says the Lord. “Will I leave you in rubble? No, for these years have been your greatest deliverance”
“Oh, Afflicted city, lashed by storms and not comforted, I will rebuild you with stones of turquoise, your foundations with lapis lazuli.
I will make your battlements of rubies, your gates of sparkling jewels, and all your walls of precious stones.
All your children will be taught by the Lord, and great will be their peace.
In righteousness you will be established: Tyranny will be far from you; you will have nothing to fear. Terror will be far removed; it will not come near you” Isaiah 54:11-14
“You still see broken, but I see a firm foundation to build upon”
“You see weariness, but I see a heart uncluttered from bondage that has tried to wrap itself you for generations”
“You have been through the fire and have stood”
“You have walked through the waters and have made it through”
“For in the years to come, I am going to teach you how to shift from survival to thriving again”
“You have been the wanderer and the outcast for too long, but now you will fully know what it is like to be a king”
“Just like Joseph was ushered in a moment before the pharaoh and found his life purpose, so you too in a moment will be ushered from the prison and enter your kairos moment”
“In a moment every accusation that was nailed on your back for decades will fall to the dust because I am bringing you into such a season of favour that you will have to see to believe”
“Even right now Hope-deferred is breaking off you and lt needs to break once and for all”
“It’s stolen your fire and your faith and led you onto paths where I am not present”
“Places you have looked for me and not found me because I am not on those paths, and I can’t be found in the compromise of apathy and comfort”
“So leave the pools of Marah behind and experience the trees of life that will heal your soul of disbelief and your heart of bitterness”
“For I am now leading you out of your here of process and onto your new path”
“You will not wander anymore but your feet will be sure and I will lead you with my voice like days of old”
“You will know my cloud by day and fire by night”
“My glory will go before you and light the darkness”
“And you will know my rest once again”
“Yes, because you have said yes to the process now I am going to use you mightily”
“You will feel my spirit not only upon you but clothing you with power and putting fiery words in your spirit”
“Because you have endured the process, now I am going to enlarge you and cause your tent pegs to go out to the left and right”
“I am going to increase you and cause you to abound in every work”
“For these shall be known as the days where the plowman overtakes the reaper and you will step into the effortless increase that comes from choosing me when it’s unpopular”
“Yes, you have chosen me, and I have chosen you”